Saturday, October 13, 2007

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

i am not dead yet, if thats what you guys are wondering. haha. work's fine, getting the payslip is better :D tho i was quite (very) xin tong at the amount of National Insurance (think of it as cpf) and taxes that i have to pay.

i quite like my work, so will probably stay on in the same team/dept if i get offered a job. have an appraisal next mon

n i just watched harry potter. it's been a long time since i last stepped into a proper cinema and all. but harry potter was a little slow, tho it is still v nice. and the actors/actresses were so cute when they were young!!

Friday, June 22, 2007

what i thought would be the happiest day wasnt what it should be..

重蹈覆辙中。。。

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

happy birthday to me! heh

exam exam exam :(

anyway exam stress = do bo liao stuff = change blogskin! been wanting to change it for quite some time.. and i finally did it! took surprisingly short tho, juz about 45 min.. and i still customize the colour of my tagboard etc..

tag and wish me happy birthday if u do visit my blog!!

Friday, May 25, 2007

i had received yet another letter/email fr the company that is screening my cv and checking up my employment records
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i had called K K Yap (no one picked up) and Christina (no answer) and emailed MOE to ask if they keep any records.. no pt in calling jwss str cuz it's alr late afternoon n seriously, if i were Ruby i wudnt rmb me..
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i did up a super long email to the company as to the reasons why various firms might nt remember me / have my records..
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what else can i do? what else could i have done? other than not putting any of those down in my cv that is
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im stressed n scared n theres no one ard who understand
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oh n did i mention, the company went back to barcap n barcap was the one who said that i didnt meet their criteria for potential employees etc and hence i still needta provide all those info. which i did provide, its juz that they cant verify that the info i provide is true
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the last para of the letter i received:
'please remember that your offer of employment is conditional on and subject to the receipt of a satisfactory pre-employment screening report ..... reserves the right to withdraw the offer of, or terminate your employment... '
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ok lorrrr..
while i doubt it'll b as serious as that, but still it's scary la..
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so as usual, everyday i'd wake up, spend 2h trying to call etc etc, feel damn helpless, feel damn alone cuz no one can help, and wunder what the hell i m doing cuz i shd be studying, but i dun feel like studying.. haiii
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i need to talk to someone! as in chat talk.. :(