Sunday, June 22, 2003

hmm.. hafent been updating.. but dun realli feel like toking much here.. cuz it's juz like a monologue.. v sian.. but i noe it helps qianyi n many others (like those i dunno.. eg q*****) to noe wad has been going on in my life. =D

looking 4ward to tue.. meeting qianyi alone.. haha.. tell me ALL that has been going on k? lolz.. can sense ur excitment cum exasperation a few days ago when u called.. so sad my mum wan me to bathe etc den cant cont toking.. argh my times n dates r still v v screwed up -- due to irregular sleeping times and almost a wk of nt noeing e time-- hope it'll b fine by tml.. else i dunno wad to do..

oh yes ninghan.. so funny on my way home to collect more clothes on wed (i think.. told ya tt i dunno e dates). i saw tis grp of ppl walking ard trinity college, or sth like methodist sch of music.. ard hill view there.. den e 1st guy was wearing hc pe tee.. so i decided to look n c whether can c u.. (cuz my logic was that ppl in their right sense of mind wun go rd walking when there's perfectly gd transport-- other than oac/odac *sorri to those i offended).. yup but really saw u tagging behind.. haha so happy tt i cried out 'eh ninghan!' in e car n my parents were like where wad happened? =D

actually e 'end' was v quick n sorta mechanical.. pray pray (amidst e construction work.. wth) n den e coffin was pushed in.. it was too quick that i wudnt haf cried.. if i hadnt seen my father wincing n cry.. it's e 1st time i've seen him cry.. esp since he's always so happy go lucky.. nv react much even when my gm was sick, hospitalised, passed away, n finally e funeral wake... sigh.. feel like crying again wth.. actually found tt i cud ren my tears quite well.. until i c my father or gp cry.. den i;ll go v v sad.. oh well.. it's all over..

thks 4 all those who smsed n expressed their concerns.. yupz i m fine now.. n btw my hp no. is still e same.. so ya can sms me anytime lor.. juz identify urself.. no time to start adding in all e contacts cuz i need to mug n do tt bk review.. sigh