Saturday, August 27, 2005

yest i finally put my head on the duan4 tou2 tai2.. i finally got my air tix, ISIC card, 3 yr worth of insurance, credit card (read: not debit but CREDIT) thanks to some loophole.. and now i cant do anythg but wait for the knife to drop.. will i survive it a la a magic performance or die in the process? will i make or break? (ok enough metaphors for a day)

was juz thinking thru.. rj gave me a new perspective and exposed me to more ppl.. but i guess it made me softer in the process.. as in i became more mild, less persuasive less assertive (or it cud b due to having a bf huh?).. but ya.. mayb i will get some of the edge back after going overseas huh? hmm tat'll b one of my resolution..

n poor shuzhen!! so sick.. oh well she seems better today.. was supposed to meet me n sharon at wala wala yest.. but den she lost her wallet n all her IC, credit card, atm card and ISIC card n gotta go lodge police report blah blah.. damn unlucky..

but i tink qianyi n my presence at her hse juz now messed up her whole last min packing schedule.. we werent planning to stay long.. but tok tok tok and we ended up staying for 1 1/2 h.. so we stayed till 9 -- a time when she was suppsed to have finished packing n bathing (the word is supposed).. probably she'll rush like hell in the end..

but it's seeing her pack n prepare n rush tat make me realise tat hey i m v v v close to leaving!! ha it's always like tat w/ me huh? knowing a fact n understanding it is always 2 different matters (like bracing for a breakup n really knowing tat i broke up, and knowing tat i m going to a uni soon n standing at ntu looking at ppl going for lessons).. oh well.. time to go thru my day by day process n think thru wad i need.. esp all e small small thgs tat i hardly care abt.. headache headache..

for some strange reason i cant seem to access my blog on my bros comp.. oh well.. till the day i use my laptop tag board will b unread..

quite looking forward to tml.. meeting my cousin, his gal, and his cousin.. lala shall post pics up tml la..