Thursday, February 16, 2006

suddenly felt horrendously alone

nt that there arent people around me.. i can probably go pester richard/yan/sam/anh at any second of the day n they'll welcome me.. but it's nt the same..

i think i m seriously missing home.. a place with people whom i can shamelessly expect to be around - without any tinge of paiseh-ness.. where i can just not do anythg and have everything done for me.. where i can wake up feeling unwell n can just complain n throw tantrums without caring how any1 will think of me - cuz they had seen worse sides of me..

im trying to be strong.. to know that this is just temporary and i'll be fine in a wk.. but i HATE the effect of medicine.. making me weak and dizzy n giving me a pounding headache..

sigh.. pms + sick + homesick = very bad mood n a grey jasmine :(

hope that qianyi will do well on ntu's dance concert!!
hope that simone will be able to enjoy her last few days in singapore b4 flying off
hope that sharon can complete her memo and pass it with flying colours
hope that time will pass quickly and i'll be home with them..