Saturday, June 03, 2006

i shd still be in the exam room now

bleah.. think i m falling sick for the n-th time, where n tends to infinity.. but i m nt falling sick aka sore throat cough blocked nose etc (dunno to b glad or nt tho). think i m having / starting to get stomach flu :(:(

was diarrhoea-ing slightly over the course of the wk.. but nth serious cuz i still haf appetite etc.. juz tat stomach always a bit queasy.. then last night.. at 2am (?!) i woke up feeling damn weak cuz i had a stomachache and felt like vomiting (i think tis shd b the only time i m DAMN glad to have a en-suite room). so i dragged my self to the toilet and did wadeva i needed to.. which wudnt b that bad on a normal day.. but well i had a paper at 9 today.. so >_<

and today morning i cudnt sleep fr 7am on.. nt tat i had slept enough tho.. but i juz cudnt sleep.. so i had a headache and my stomach is still weird -- probably cuz of the cereal i ate. but i cant not eat anythg can i? so like tat lor.. and this paper had 15 min of reading time.. when u can read the qn n make notes on the qn paper but not write in the ans booklet (which i think is silly.. y dun they juz incorporate the 15 min into the paper itself?) anw.. within 5 min i was done with choosing qn and gg to start doing everytg on the qn paper when i felt like vomitting etc again..

was thinking abt holding it back.. but decided to juz go toilet since i'll b feeling bad either way and i've nth constructive to do for the nxt 10 min.. and then start of paper.. the paper wasnt hard la.. very A level math.. there're ways to do each sorta qn so u juz do it that way n get answer lor..(Thank god man.. else i'll die horribly cuz cant concentrate with that stomach) so i finished it like 45 min b4 end of paper.. then nowadays.. i gave up checking my work cuz i cant spot errors well now.. and i wasnt well enough to twist my brain into all sorta weird ways to check if my ans is right.. so i was thinking of attempting another qn (the system here is such tat if u hafta do 3 qns, and u do 4, they'll mark all and give u bez 3 marks).. but then my stomach decided to start wrecking havoc -- the worst it had ever done over tis wk.. and since i cant do any other qns.. i decided to juz leave la..

usually if u wanna leave early u juz wave yr ans booklet in the air and the invigilator will come to u and he'll take it and u 'll leave.. but tis time, he told me to walk to the front and give the book to the guy in front. which is silly cuz another invigilator juz collected a book fr the guy diagonally in front of me.. so anw.. i gathered my thgs and left, all the while hoping tat i wun do sth silly like vomit or faint.. grr and i was sitting like near the back of the hall lor.. so hadta walk past everybody else.. wadeva..

n now tat i m back in my room.. im feelin a lot better (probably cuz of the knowledge tat i can run to the toilet as n when without asking for permission).. shall go nap.. :D

think im losing a lot of weight man.. been drinking 1 glass of milk/cereal for breakfast n nth until dinner.. >_<

i dun wanna be sick on my birthday!!!