Monday, November 13, 2006

shit ar.. just realised tat my blog is getting morbid.. or i am getting morbid.. mayb i shd start making my blog private so no one can have access to me and my morbidness..
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am gg to start waking up at 6am and snooze till 630am to get work done. i cant tahan not understanding anything any longer. i AM going to re read every single thing from 1st page to the last just so that i'll understand. screw my body la. if it protests i'll give it naps. else i have NO TIME. i have no time to do anythg after i go to school cuz i'll reach home at 9pm on average. without dinner. and during the free breaks in school i m always napping so that i wun nap in class. dun tell me nt to nap. i'll not nap if i have a better solution to sustain my energy.
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wonder what i should do. mayb i should fill my surrondings with bright and happy colours so i'll be happy. or maybe i should fill them with dark somber mobid stuff so i will be scared and snap out of this. or mayb i should juz not do anything and see where it takes me.
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for keynes (is it?) said 'in the long run we're all dead'