Friday, April 27, 2007

i want to do SO MUCH.. but i am v scared of overstepping the line..
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if i am not scared, i can do so much more
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so to look as tho i m not overstepping, i have to ration things out
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but i still wanna do the things i wanna do
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hence the conflict
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hence the dread of calling
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hence i am doing less than i should -- NOW
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but that doesnt mean i'll do that in the future
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but does that mean the opportunity is still there in the future?
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grrr sucks..