Friday, May 25, 2007

i had received yet another letter/email fr the company that is screening my cv and checking up my employment records
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i had called K K Yap (no one picked up) and Christina (no answer) and emailed MOE to ask if they keep any records.. no pt in calling jwss str cuz it's alr late afternoon n seriously, if i were Ruby i wudnt rmb me..
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i did up a super long email to the company as to the reasons why various firms might nt remember me / have my records..
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what else can i do? what else could i have done? other than not putting any of those down in my cv that is
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im stressed n scared n theres no one ard who understand
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oh n did i mention, the company went back to barcap n barcap was the one who said that i didnt meet their criteria for potential employees etc and hence i still needta provide all those info. which i did provide, its juz that they cant verify that the info i provide is true
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the last para of the letter i received:
'please remember that your offer of employment is conditional on and subject to the receipt of a satisfactory pre-employment screening report ..... reserves the right to withdraw the offer of, or terminate your employment... '
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ok lorrrr..
while i doubt it'll b as serious as that, but still it's scary la..
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so as usual, everyday i'd wake up, spend 2h trying to call etc etc, feel damn helpless, feel damn alone cuz no one can help, and wunder what the hell i m doing cuz i shd be studying, but i dun feel like studying.. haiii
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i need to talk to someone! as in chat talk.. :(